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I was crashing
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Thursday, May 03, 2007 11:44 am
wello.
i'm single,fyi (:
i feel so
empty.and lonely.
&jealous of the other couples.
& i still remember the days wen i'm wif him..
almost
evrythg
we were the perfect couple ever!
i still remember how it feels like being hugged,kissed n loved by him..
n i was grateful n proud of his love...
he's the kinda guy who dun gv a damn of wad others think..
even in front of my bestfren,wani..
n my other frens,he wasnt shy to hold me tight..
its like as if he want the whole world to noe tat i'm his..
i still remember the long hours tat we talkd on the fon...
we talked abt evrythg..
our future together..
i still remember wen he told me tat i'm the most perfect for him
n he tat he wanted to marry me ryte away..
n i jus laugh..but deep inside i agree if him..
he's the perfect one for me..
we planned to go to the same poly..
since we'll be graduating in the same yr cos he's a yr older than me
n he's in the norm stream..
den wen he's old enuf,he'll get a bike license..
so he can bring me arnd the whole s'pore wnever i wan to...
then wen we get married,we'll settle in eunos..
if not den probably in the north..in the middle..
cos he's parents is in the east..
n mine is in the west..
so easier..fair..
but damn! all tis went down the drain..
wen we discuss abt tis,we had jus a small quarrel..
both me n him wana win.
so in the end i gave in..
i set a lot of records wif him..
only he noes wad i mean..*chuckles*
now wen i thk back,theres a few wish tat i wished it had happend...
if only i lived in eunos..
if only i was skewling in macpherson sec..*sigh*
if only i could call him 'hubby' for the last time...
if only i could say the 3 words to him straight in the face..
if only i'm still wif him!
i'll treasure & cherish him.
i'll let the whole world tat i love him.
i wont say tat i love him,but i'll show him.
& he's the guy tat i cry for the most.
but too bad.
its over between us...

& they are just memories!
& i've never really moved on...
i sill love him..more than i could show...
but i guess i have to move on..i noe tat
but i simply can't!
its hard..
now,i'm looking for another him...
or probably someone better
i hope soon..


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