i still wish you would call. not to do anything, just to talk. i miss hearing your voice every night, & i guess i just miss you making me smile.
he reached for her hand. "i don't want to lose you." his voice was almost a whisper. she could feel the tears again, & she fought them back. "but you don't want to keep me either, do you?" to that, he had no response.
sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. & if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too. even when you're in the dark. even when you're falling.
is it really him, or the loss of my innocence i've been missing so much?
when i first started writing this, i swear my intentions were well ; & i'd start with maybe a memory or two. but then i saw you for the first time in a while, & awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles.
but you're neither a friend nor foe ; thought i can't seem to let you go. the one thing that i still know, is that you're keeping me down.
it may have been in bits & pieces,but i gave you the best of me.
we have our fights, our ups && downs. but when the big things come along, we can work anything out. we know that our friendship will make it through anything. it feels like we've been friends forever. but no matter what, you've always been there when i needed you the most. & i love you to death for it.
we used to be able to talk about everything. but now it's impossible to even start a decent conversation with you. you can't deny it ; things have changed. we've grown apart & you have to face the fact that i will no longer be there every single time you need me.
i guess i just have to accept the fact that things aren't the same anymore ; that things will never be the same again.
life is not easy for any of us. but what of that? we must have perseverance, & above all confidence in ourselves. we must believe that we are gifted for something, & that this thing, at whatever cost much be attained.
i promise that if you give it your best shot, i'll give it mine. we'll impress the whole world & make them think twice about us.
i'm disgusted with the path you took. i hate to break it to you, but being a coward is not a legitimate career. at least i'm not a liar.
over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. some of them stick with you through thick & thin. some weave their way through your life & disappear forever. but once in a while someone comes along who earns a permanent place in your heart.
now i drive to the coast ; the place where i drown all my fears. let the water set me free, i'm screaming can you hear? or is this the end of everything i have loved? are we destined for more? why can't you look me in the eyes, & tell me what you want to? i know you want to so bad, so bad.
girl: i mean when i look at you, my head is telling me that you're not perfect ; that nobody is. but then just take a look at my heart ;it's screaming in my heads face that you are absolutely perfect. do you get what i'm saying? boy: yeah i know i feel that way when i look at you.except my head says you're perfect along with my heart.
& all i wanna know is, do you still lay awake at night& think about me?
yah i'll admit it ; i miss you. i miss us. but i can't think about those things anymore. i gotta move on. because this, this is pointless.
you just made the biggest mistake of your life ; i know you still miss me & now you're just gonna miss me a hell of a lot more.
i wish there was something that i could say or do. i can resist anything but the temptation from you. but i'd rather walk alone than chase you around ; i'd rather fall myself, than let you drag me down.
i keep wondering where did i go wrong? maybe i didn't go wrong at all. maybe things are going to turn out the way they're meant to, & nothing is going to stop them. some things are easy to control & work out. but somethings you just have to let go. so instead of asking why it turned out like this, i should accept that it is how it is. there is no way to change it, but i can love it. i want to love it.
the past is a great place, & i don't want to erase it or to regret it ; but i don't want to be its prisoner either.
do you have something to say? maybe that's why you keep calling me. maybe you are too afraid & that's why you keep stalking. because you know there's something here that matters. so baby tell me, so i can make things better.
wanted by many taken by none talking to some but waiting for one.
the first boy is always the hardest to get over. honey, that's just the way the world works.
all i want is one person. one person to hold me down & force me to say how i feel. one person to really care about what i have to say. one person to hug me &tell me things will be okay. even if they won't.
you put your arm around my waist, & pulled me closer. it didn't feel weird or crossing any lines it made sense, it just felt right.
there's a part of me that wants an answer, & a part of me that doesn't want to know. part of you that i am in love with, & the part that i am willing to let go.
Phyrah: Shim Choikang Changmin aka Max & Ok Taecyeon's
Leads a stale rollercoaster life.
Believe that "everything happens for a reason",
would love to learn to play drum + skateborading(haha, but really),
can't wait to have her own "vroom vrooomm!"
i still wish you would call. not to do anything, just to talk. i miss hearing your voice every night, & i guess i just miss you making me smile.
he reached for her hand. "i don't want to lose you." his voice was almost a whisper. she could feel the tears again, & she fought them back. "but you don't want to keep me either, do you?" to that, he had no response.
sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. & if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too. even when you're in the dark. even when you're falling.
is it really him, or the loss of my innocence i've been missing so much?
when i first started writing this, i swear my intentions were well ; & i'd start with maybe a memory or two. but then i saw you for the first time in a while, & awkward thoughts brought awkward smiles.
but you're neither a friend nor foe ; thought i can't seem to let you go. the one thing that i still know, is that you're keeping me down.
it may have been in bits & pieces,but i gave you the best of me.
we have our fights, our ups && downs. but when the big things come along, we can work anything out. we know that our friendship will make it through anything. it feels like we've been friends forever. but no matter what, you've always been there when i needed you the most. & i love you to death for it.
we used to be able to talk about everything. but now it's impossible to even start a decent conversation with you. you can't deny it ; things have changed. we've grown apart & you have to face the fact that i will no longer be there every single time you need me.
i guess i just have to accept the fact that things aren't the same anymore ; that things will never be the same again.
life is not easy for any of us. but what of that? we must have perseverance, & above all confidence in ourselves. we must believe that we are gifted for something, & that this thing, at whatever cost much be attained.
i promise that if you give it your best shot, i'll give it mine. we'll impress the whole world & make them think twice about us.
i'm disgusted with the path you took. i hate to break it to you, but being a coward is not a legitimate career. at least i'm not a liar.
over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. some of them stick with you through thick & thin. some weave their way through your life & disappear forever. but once in a while someone comes along who earns a permanent place in your heart.
now i drive to the coast ; the place where i drown all my fears. let the water set me free, i'm screaming can you hear? or is this the end of everything i have loved? are we destined for more? why can't you look me in the eyes, & tell me what you want to? i know you want to so bad, so bad.
girl: i mean when i look at you, my head is telling me that you're not perfect ; that nobody is. but then just take a look at my heart ;it's screaming in my heads face that you are absolutely perfect. do you get what i'm saying? boy: yeah i know i feel that way when i look at you.except my head says you're perfect along with my heart.
& all i wanna know is, do you still lay awake at night& think about me?
yah i'll admit it ; i miss you. i miss us. but i can't think about those things anymore. i gotta move on. because this, this is pointless.
you just made the biggest mistake of your life ; i know you still miss me & now you're just gonna miss me a hell of a lot more.
i wish there was something that i could say or do. i can resist anything but the temptation from you. but i'd rather walk alone than chase you around ; i'd rather fall myself, than let you drag me down.
i keep wondering where did i go wrong? maybe i didn't go wrong at all. maybe things are going to turn out the way they're meant to, & nothing is going to stop them. some things are easy to control & work out. but somethings you just have to let go. so instead of asking why it turned out like this, i should accept that it is how it is. there is no way to change it, but i can love it. i want to love it.
the past is a great place, & i don't want to erase it or to regret it ; but i don't want to be its prisoner either.
do you have something to say? maybe that's why you keep calling me. maybe you are too afraid & that's why you keep stalking. because you know there's something here that matters. so baby tell me, so i can make things better.
wanted by many taken by none talking to some but waiting for one.
the first boy is always the hardest to get over. honey, that's just the way the world works.
all i want is one person. one person to hold me down & force me to say how i feel. one person to really care about what i have to say. one person to hug me &tell me things will be okay. even if they won't.
you put your arm around my waist, & pulled me closer. it didn't feel weird or crossing any lines it made sense, it just felt right.
there's a part of me that wants an answer, & a part of me that doesn't want to know. part of you that i am in love with, & the part that i am willing to let go.
