~grrrrr, quite a number of things had happened within this week, especially today, and idk where to start. *thinking*
Okeh, erm, lets start from .... my disappointing results for all my tests. Though i pass all of 'em, but still stakat just pass isnt good enough for me. Fortunately, my chem marks sort of made my day yday when i received it, i got 16/20, and i was like so darn happy haha. And just now, got my h.mly ppr, was sad cos i got 35/60 only oy! But then, there was an addition of 5 marks, cos ade yg cikgu salah mark & ade yg cikgu TERmiss the points whatsoever laa, so, happy.
Next, about today, about this girl whom me & my peeps are geram with, wont say much. And, about the trip to Sarawak. We get to choose who we wanna sleep with, ~woohoo! Amirah, phyqah & I in one room, mai, pure & ely in another, and nad, mus & qai in another room. Me & me room-mates (amirah & phyqah) da plan nk kacau the rest, muahaha! And Ami, we're gonna have another 3 wonderful nights right baby? hahaha! xD
Reached home at 7.40+, otw home dad called, told me to take smthg from granny's house, padehal dia boleh pergi amek sey, cos from LRT, i wont be walking pass granny's house, i'd have to walk pass my house first, gundu right, but i didnt object. In the lrt, somehow i was stress, and felt like crying, abey on lagu emo, lol.
Stress cos: -
im tired,
too many things need to be done,
ayah sebok suroh aku amek bende kat rumah nenek padehal dia boleh amek (buduh!)
tak dgr apape berita from b since yday.
I've text him, but he didnt reply. Nari aku sengaje tak msg dia, nak tgk if he thinks of me & would take the initiative to msg me. Looked through my msg folders in my hp last night and for sure, i cried, read all those msgs that he had sent, i still keep them, including his very first msg. There's a total of like 200 msgs. I miss those times when he never fails to msg me, to prove me his love, and all those sweet stuffs. Darn, really b, i miss them, why are gone? Why must time change everything? I'm scared, scared that history would repeat itself, i dont want you to leave me. Just do something, to wipe away my fear & worry. Honey, please. And i miss you
Phyrah: Shim Choikang Changmin aka Max & Ok Taecyeon's
Leads a stale rollercoaster life.
Believe that "everything happens for a reason",
would love to learn to play drum + skateborading(haha, but really),
can't wait to have her own "vroom vrooomm!"
~grrrrr, quite a number of things had happened within this week, especially today, and idk where to start. *thinking*
Okeh, erm, lets start from .... my disappointing results for all my tests. Though i pass all of 'em, but still stakat just pass isnt good enough for me. Fortunately, my chem marks sort of made my day yday when i received it, i got 16/20, and i was like so darn happy haha. And just now, got my h.mly ppr, was sad cos i got 35/60 only oy! But then, there was an addition of 5 marks, cos ade yg cikgu salah mark & ade yg cikgu TERmiss the points whatsoever laa, so, happy.
Next, about today, about this girl whom me & my peeps are geram with, wont say much. And, about the trip to Sarawak. We get to choose who we wanna sleep with, ~woohoo! Amirah, phyqah & I in one room, mai, pure & ely in another, and nad, mus & qai in another room. Me & me room-mates (amirah & phyqah) da plan nk kacau the rest, muahaha! And Ami, we're gonna have another 3 wonderful nights right baby? hahaha! xD
Reached home at 7.40+, otw home dad called, told me to take smthg from granny's house, padehal dia boleh pergi amek sey, cos from LRT, i wont be walking pass granny's house, i'd have to walk pass my house first, gundu right, but i didnt object. In the lrt, somehow i was stress, and felt like crying, abey on lagu emo, lol.
Stress cos: -
im tired,
too many things need to be done,
ayah sebok suroh aku amek bende kat rumah nenek padehal dia boleh amek (buduh!)
tak dgr apape berita from b since yday.
I've text him, but he didnt reply. Nari aku sengaje tak msg dia, nak tgk if he thinks of me & would take the initiative to msg me. Looked through my msg folders in my hp last night and for sure, i cried, read all those msgs that he had sent, i still keep them, including his very first msg. There's a total of like 200 msgs. I miss those times when he never fails to msg me, to prove me his love, and all those sweet stuffs. Darn, really b, i miss them, why are gone? Why must time change everything? I'm scared, scared that history would repeat itself, i dont want you to leave me. Just do something, to wipe away my fear & worry. Honey, please. And i miss you
