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I was crashing
Now I'm flying


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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 4:12 pm
And I had to take a good look
When everything else didn't have a ring to it
I'm sittin here blamin myself
Can't let my weakness show
It's just that my girls been so hurt
And I'm not tryna be the next one goin through it



I didn't wanna believe
Of a love that was free
If for a moment I could
So many disappointments
Had me feeling something like
I didn't have a reason I should

You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
And I can't wait
It doesn't matter anyway


I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
go find someone else

From the first time I knew you
I thought that we'd be cool
But I overestimated us boy
I think it's time we set things straight
I'm not your girl

Don't you look at me like that
It don't matter how you act
And then I see you walkin by
Don't be surprised if I say hi
But it won't be anymore than just that

Somewhere tonight, you may be found
With some other girl you've been draggin' around
You lie to yourself, and you lie to me
It seems like the truth is your worst enemy



Cause baby I'm tired, tired of the fight
I'm tired of the lonely days and the dark endless nights
It's taken some time, cause I didn't know
If I could ever let you go
You helped me figure it out
I'm better off alone

I may be found, somewhere tonight
Cursing the day you walked into my life
What's done is done, I can't change time
But I'll be damned if I'm not gonna try

But every now and then, my heart gives in
To the hope that someday you'll change
Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistakes
That it's just a foolish game


One thing before I go
Something I've got to know
Boy, did you ever love me?

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
You wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew you didn't love me anymore



If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is



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