Makes me feel sort of all-powerful. Thursday, November 27, 2008 12:39 pm

I just want to see her smile again.
I just want her to know
that I don't care about the scars
- The Joker
I just want her to know
that I don't care about the scars
- The Joker
We spend our whole lives telling ourselves
that everything happens for a reason
when in reality it's just that we give reasons
for everything that happens
that everything happens for a reason
when in reality it's just that we give reasons
for everything that happens
Finally, all my qns were answered last night.
I was so shocked and happy. And i was speechless.
When i heard my ringtone, i was like so not in any mood.
But when i saw the name of the caller, i was so farking overjoyed.
And bile aku dgr suare dia, alahai, lagi happy gile babi hutan.
My world was upside down, and when i heard his voice,
Bam! Everything was right-side-up again.
Okay, i understand you're busy with your work and all.
And your tak-gune-punye hp mmg mintak kene buang.
Do y'know I was so worried about you.
There were lots of thgs running through my mind.
I made alot of reasons just to please my heart.
Your words made me smile.
They somehow soothe my heart and ears.
I dont wanna think whether or not you meant it.
But you really made my day.
After all those sleepless nights, for once, i could sleep soundly last night.
Had no trouble.
I was so shocked and happy. And i was speechless.
When i heard my ringtone, i was like so not in any mood.
But when i saw the name of the caller, i was so farking overjoyed.
And bile aku dgr suare dia, alahai, lagi happy gile babi hutan.
My world was upside down, and when i heard his voice,
Bam! Everything was right-side-up again.
Okay, i understand you're busy with your work and all.
And your tak-gune-punye hp mmg mintak kene buang.
Do y'know I was so worried about you.
There were lots of thgs running through my mind.
I made alot of reasons just to please my heart.
Your words made me smile.
They somehow soothe my heart and ears.
I dont wanna think whether or not you meant it.
But you really made my day.
After all those sleepless nights, for once, i could sleep soundly last night.
Had no trouble.
"I pun rindu you mcm org gile. I rindu suare you, rindu dgr you bobal peylat, rindu pipi you. Senang kate, I miss everything about you la syg. " -sugarboy.
I'm so scared of falling,
because once I do, it's fight after fight to get back up.
It could take days, months, even years.
I don't know if I have that kind of strength anymore.
Please, don't let me fall.
I miss talking to you.
I miss the way you get me.
I miss how you made me laugh,
and I miss that sparkle in your eye.
